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Dear Kari,
Things are going amazing—I'm not an amazing writer at the moment, even though I'm happy. So, this letter might be underwhelming in eloquence, but I want to practice the autistic freedom thing where it's not either
perform well or don't bother communicating at all.
Communications should be valuable in any state of mind, especially if tired and at a disadvantage for eloquence or people pleasing.
Anyway, what my experience in the last few days is like is if I fought a boss in an RPG that usually takes a full party of characters to beat, but I beat the boss by myself
I just gained 100 levels
And there's a text box in the UI where it's gonna show stuff like
"you gained a level, you gained 10 intelligence" blah blah blah
And this is happening for 100 levels worth of updates that I can't keep up with to read all the stuff that I'm getting.
Maybe I'm exaggerating, but for example: for the first time in decades I can feel equal sensation in the right side of my body.
That's a very massive and understated thing. I'm almost in disbelief, and there are so many other things making my brain glow, I can't access the text log to share all the stuff I gained from leveling up because it's overwhelming.
So I was resting, I was good-tired.
I'm gonna exercise again (for the second time today) and hopefully have the capacity to keep learning more. Or maybe I should go easy on myself, lol.
—Michael