Dear Kari

May 12th, 2005

I am having reoccuring dreams that I'm in the army again for some ridculous reason, like I signed up again cause I thought for a moment that it would be a good move. I was marching around in a physical training uniform just five minutes ago, before I woke up. I felt as if I had been there for some time. The sensation is pure agony, barely being able to handle my imprisonment.

I hear "Ave Maria" playing in my head.