So Tired
Dear Kari,
I want to reward myself with treats, but I can't stop falling asleep. I didn't know we were fucked either way, actually masking seems to take way less energy—except it does take a lot of energy, because it messes with my entire body.
Ohhhhh, there's some kind of layer that I have to pass through in order to unmask, or I have to reconfigure myself like a Transformer. Or it's like muscles you rarely ever use. I don't know, you're the expert. I'm just a nooby noob.
The reward for unmasking to someone special is being allowed to exist! Trusting someone enough to risk it.
The whole time I'm thinking of you reading my explanation and saying "I hate it"
I like that I trust you, though.
I'm gaining energy to go get noms. I go.
I'm a cucumber, I'm a cucumber. Please don't take me to the pickle farm!🎶