Tree
Dear Kari,
I'm kind of being present in the present moment. A tree is impressive and like a sensei to me. Not for reasons anyone else ever said, just now for myself as I get misophonia triggered by someone scraping concrete while working. The tree does not help and I am angry about the scraping.
The tree just grew according to itself, it isn't sentient and that can translate into wisdom for humans. I know what it means to be like a tree. I'm only a student.
Sometimes I would see a distant airplane and imagine myself being on it. Like I might accidentally teleport myself into it and that would be so convenient.
I watched all of 'Lost' maybe last year or the year before, and I tried not to watch it for so long. I always thought it was stupid, but I watched it because of some tweet I saw, and it's a disturbing but memorable show.
It's disturbing because it lacks a feeling of cohesion, and really I feel like the whole show should be deleted and replaced with Final Fantasy whatever number with Tidus.
The Tidus plot twists are great, and who is the guy with the red cloak
Auron
Auron should've been played by Bruce Willis. It should've happened long ago.
Lost was bad because it was such a horny show. I don't need the extra heavy horniness and desperation. I was watching for plot twists and weird stuff. There wasn't enough weird stuff, it just felt like the writers were bored and desperately trying to hippo 🦛💨 poop shoot out as many episodes as they could to fulfill their contract.
This is what my brain is like. This is what it's like being me. I need to know if watching JonTron is wrong or right, because I got the impression that it was wrong and I just forgot JonTron existed.
H3H3 is a tragedy and I just can't go back to the days when they were simple and absurd and felt wholesome.
I'm time traveling, wow, I can feel more of my body again. I wanna power on my laptop and look at my journals in there.
—Michael